Bored...Bored...Bored...

I am so incredibly bored right now...I was playing some computer games and that became boring because I kept on loosing...and now well this is the only thing that I can think of doing. The kids are watching the "Powerpuff Girls" movie and I am not about to subject myself to that so I guess I can sit here and ramble for a few minutes.

Cisco's birthday is coming up soon and I am having a hard time thinking of what to get for him. He isn't helping because he keeps telling me he doesn't want anything. But I'll get him something, I just don't know what. Olivia's birthday is coming up also...they are only a few days apart. It will be nice to have her party and everything...and since her aunts always throw it and I'm never involved I don't know if I should be overjoyed because I can just go and leave or if I should be insulted for not being asked to have a bigger roll in things. Oh, well I have started not to care, but it bothers me every once and a while. It should be fun next weekend though. I'm sure by the end of it I will be complaining that I don't want to go out to dinner for a while and I will want to hide in the house for a couple of days to recover from being around too many people. I don't like people too much, they make me too anxious. I don't know where that problem comes from but it's starting to be too much for me to handle sometimes. Maybe I should go and see and doctor...no just alcohol...that always helps with anxiety...as long as I'm not being paranoid at the same time...it works just fine.

~M

One Tequila, Two Tequila, Now I'm On The Floor...

What A Bad Mix...

But now that I think about it...that poster sums it up pretty good for me!

Uhhh....I don't even think I want to talk about it....

I am still recovering from my evening full of fun lastnight. We had a nice little family dinner...and then after Cisco had mentioned how he wanted a shot of tequila...

Well, I came up with the wonderful idea of playing poker and whoever lost the hand had to do a shot...well then that led to playing another game that also involved tequila shots.

Let's just say that we stopped playing when there was only about 4 large shots left in the bottle. I was confident that I was going to be ok and live through the night, but, no such luck.

I have had a miserable day and it's 10 pm and I still feel like s*#&!!! I just thought I would write this little memo before I went to lay down...again.

~M

This Thing Called Love...

Once again I am left questioning if I have it or deserve it...

~M

End of the Road...

This very well may be the end of the road for this here little blog....

Out of the Bag...

So surprise surprise I wasn't able to keep the secret of the trip...I told Cisco a couple of weeks ago and since then we have been talking about it on and off. I told him that I was planning on taking him to London. I have wanted to go there for quite some time and I think that time is going to be approaching very fast now. I think that it will be next spring which leaves plenty of time for me to plan and for Cisco and I to finalize the decision on taking the kids.

I would love to take them. I think that it would be great to have a real "family" vacation. I am just hoping that it will be the four of us...that is what makes me look forward to it even more. When I have more details about things I will be sure to write about it. I'm not sure about how many people read this but if you have any suggestions on things to do while we are there I am more than happy to listen to them.

:)

~M